"You never win, but you're not a loser!" he always told me.
I was laying on the bed, eyes red and aching from crying, not from sadness, but from frustration.
"I mean, I think that you are better than him no matter what, you are just that awesome Mello!" he said.
I didn't believe him, as it was obvious that he was just trying to cheer me up. He always tried, and he told me once that he could feel it when I felt sad, when I felt like I would never be able to do anything with my life. The times when it got really bad he even held me, even though he knew that he would get hurt for getting close to me.
That's how worthless I am. Not even able to show how much I care about him, how will I ever be able to make my greatest wish come true?
But still, he always told me that I wasn't a loser, that he would believe in me no matter what.
And that cost him his life.
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Trolololol guess who?! ;D this is really sad... Mermaid melody songs sure suits the mood! Why am I writing in english you ask. Because I can, and it seems apropriate! ;3
Should have thought of that before you told me of this app ;3 I shall stalk you til the end of time! ;D btw it isn't bad at all stupid! -3-
I know right! XD haven't really explored it yet... But it's quite fantastic so far like sir well yes... But now! Leave me to my yaoi! xD
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