One day I'll look back and I'll see what we've become.
I know I'll regret and want to forget all the bad in my past, in our past.
But I won't call this and I won't call us a mistake.
I will put on a brave face, I will let people see the me I want to be.
I will not feel this torment inside that we both know exists.
I will move forward, occasionally looking back.
I hope one day to wake up and fill that void.
Although right now I struggle to see that ever happening for me.
I think this is how it's meant to be, for now.
I need to get back on my feet, take care of myself for a while.
Just ignore the bullshit and the thoughts in the back of my mind,
I'll do this for me and partly for you.
We're on our way, to better things.
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