I'm always going to be me
Myself staying free
But sometimes I feel
There's no good deal.
Always staring to begin
Then I don't fit in
My friends like me
But surely don't want to be
Always feeling odd
Am I just a fog
That passes through
With no real sense just do
Will I find my place
Where I get some space
Where do I belong
All this is terribly wrong
No real sense of stay
I'm moving on today.
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Hi, a lot goes on in my mind... #projecthumanity Kik: ashhkat •thanks for reading•
I have no personality. I can become whatever you want me to be. Mold me, shape me, Whatever you desire. I can be water, soil, or fire. If you need support, I'll be your own cheerleader.
I feel like I'm expected to meet the World's expectations for everything and I just don't. I don't like playing by the rules, but that seems to make me an outcast.
I couldn’t run away any more, I needed something to hold on to for sure, to help me with the hurt, anger and pain I tried to face it all, couldn’t do it on my own - again and again.
They say "You," I say what. They repeat, "yes, You" I say "You who?" So They check my vital signs And say, You are alive.
There's a better man in me. Fighting to come out. He doesn't like what others see. A vision of hate and doubt. He's the one with all the joy. He's the one that laughs.
I'm not sure what to do, What's up next for me. Do I change or do I stay, The girl I used to be. I'm not sure if I like her, The old me from my past. But surely if I changed, This new me wouldn't...
I cut my hair, Change its colour, Red, blonde perhaps blue, Maybe get a tattoo. New job, New car, New country, Just trying to find me.
I'm far from perfect, but I'm also far from being the man I portray. I'm not difficult, but I'm far from simple.
You will...I used to go around with a group of girls and never felt like I quite fitted in...but you will form friendships that you don't have to work so hard at...you know then it's a true friendship...it'll come my lovely xx
@misslittleDHP Thanks, I have great friends but sometimes I feel like nobody really gets me. But hey I like being a mystery
@ashhkat no you just think more deeply about things which sets you apart from your friends ....I still am like that...but my friends have grown to love my quirkiness...lol
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