I'm not sure what to do,
What's up next for me?
Do I change or do I stay,
The girl I used to be?
I'm not sure if I like her,
The old me from my past.
But surely if I changed,
This new me wouldn't last.
This sweet small innocent girl,
Liked her life in its arrange.
But to survive in this big bad world,
This girl will have to change.
12.3.12
13 days till Christmas everyone. EEEKKK >.<
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I'm tired of not knowing who I am. I know that sounds strange and weird and twisted but, believe me, it's unintended.
There are times when I feel alone. It feels that if I screamed no one would care. I really want to scream. I want to walk through the forest and be the only one there.
Look at me, it's not my true identity I have a covert identity, i wonder if you'd ever see, my thoughts, my deeds are all that makes me but something I may do may not describe me.
Life goes on, the truth changes. What was once true is often no longer true later - Brad Blanton. I did'nt really understand that quote until I read it a second time and then it made perfect sense.
(This is quite a rough draft, It was literally a string of thoughts that popped into my head when I was making a sandwich. I wanted to put them down on paper/screen just to see what they looked like.
I've learned to walk With my head held high, You told me I'm special And you taught me why: I laugh at nothing and everything, With a smile on my face, Don't treat work as a contest, Or treat life...
Sometimes I sit and feel scared,. I feel so alone and unprepared,. Always in control of my destiny,. No one would expect any less of me,. I feel like I'm falling short,.
When i was little , every adult i know , told me to be myself. I never understood what that meant. I always thought to myself " how can i be anybody else but me . " , but now i know what it means.
Think you might have your date / time until Christmas a bit out here - its 02.12.2012, not 12.12.2012 today!! (unless you time travel, in which case, maybe you're right?!) 😉😄😄
Ps. With regard to your poem, I think the answer is always be you, just try to be a better you every new day 😊😘
@MrsS hahahah yeah. I realised that after I posted it :P oops. Thank you anyways. And I try to be myself yet always get judged when I do so.. Think ill stick to just a quieter version of me. Thank you x
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