Sometimes I sit and feel scared,
I feel so alone and unprepared,
Always in control of my destiny,
No one would expect any less of me,
I feel like I'm falling short,
I'd win if failing was a sport,
People expect me to be fine,
I put their feelings first before mine,
I've not felt for a long time,
Shut myself off from my heart like its a crime,
Just to live in the moment to really feel,
Feel things in the world the things that are real,
Like the wind in my hair,
I've dismissed it like its not even there,
The rain drops running down my face,
Chasing down my cheeks like a race,
The feel of the suns warmth on my skin,
The feeling inside the internal grin,
The feeling of the cold,
The moon so bold,
Sand between your toes,
The smell of sea in your nose,
I know these things are there,
I've not felt them with any care,
For a long time I've walked in a daze,
Time to snap out of my haze,
My resolution is to feel the life I'm living,
Let go of my misgivings,
Just live,
Just love,
Just laugh,
Just feel,
Just be,
Free,
In reality,
No extremities,
Just be me.
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