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"Not prominent or readily noticeable" In other words: I am invisible. I sit and admire you from afar, Because up close, I am subliminal. Your physical... Generates sensations that are inexplicable. You are... My fantasy in reality. You are…

Invisible • Opuss № I

I'm just a young black girl Lost in this white man world. The limitations inscribed for girls who look like me Have been implanted for generations keeping us from us from being free. They render us self conscious of our color Convincing us…

Young Black Girl • Opuss № I

Driving down life boulevard Confined within striped white lines Overwhelmed by the multiple "one way" signs Clearly indicating the impossibility to return backwards. The regrets overflow creating emotional hazards Could have's and shoul…

Life Boul. • Opuss № I

"I don't care" Beware, this was a lie And I was aware. "I don't care" I said, in a state of despair The truth I couldn't bare "I don't care, I swear" This time the words trembling Finally I was crying.

I Do Care! • Opuss № I

As time passed, laughter faded. While tears were added, Smiles were erased. The joy was subtracted, As pain took its place. Life's tribulations Is like a sad equation.

Equation • Opuss № I

Frail and weak Words of comfort we seek. The strength in your eyes Freeze the tears in mine. As your eyes close The lump in my throat rose. The limp body I stood over, Didn't resemble my strong grandmother.

Grandma • Opuss № I

Although I miss you much, What used to be is no longer. So keep in touch? Well, why bother?

Moving On • Opuss № I

The sun is appreciated After the rain And smiles are anticipated After the pain Life is a constant strain; We lose and then we gain.

Strain • Opuss № I

If being alone is the solution Then riding solo is my mission

Solo • Opuss № I

Finally it was time To herself she said goodbye and was replaced by an emotionless creature. Ready to be perceived as nothing less in the future. A sudden "switch" and she became a bitch.

The "switch" • Opuss № I

There he goes walking down the hall, Heart beating fast, No more time to stall. With shaking sweaty palms, Plus too many people in the way, And not knowing what to say, Tomorrow will be a better day, I thought while walking away.

Anxious • Opuss № I

Loneliness It'll dig within your soul so profoundly, Continuously drowning the heart in sorrow. Loneliness, It'll seep deeply, In desperation to be fulfilled with anything ... Other then self. Loneliness, An emotion so dangerous. Loneline…

Loneliness • Opuss № I

Stare The heat of his stare Had my senses feeling rare Awakened, raw, confused But somehow, Captured, unable to turn away. Courageously returning the glare Feeling nude naked bare quickly wetness invaded my scarlet colored underwear. ...…

Stare • Opuss № I