Incessant Torture Of The Mind

I'm afraid I'm being foolish
As a result of my blindness, blind trust
My complete immersion in emotion
Judgement blurred
Inhibitions lowered
I live my life for the moment
And cherish each one
Life never stays one way
But when they're a drag
Release yourself
Stray from the pack
Remember
Your past, but never obssess
You learn from your stories, but beware of the glories
They're intoxication overpowers even the strongest of men
Nobody can resist the temptation
The lure, the positively ecstatic sensation of enclosing yourself in your own positive memories
Until you realize

Its time to wake up, because realitys here and you must remember,
Its all over now, be without fear
No need to tear, my poor sweet dear, your a zeitgeber now
I know it sounds queer
But that's not a stretch, to call me queer
I'm ready to be taken, experiences of the future
I'm ready, here I come----

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