Done

I kept on dancing with the flame
Generally I thought I was sane
He was generally the opposite
I was chasing my own tail
Wondering when this would end but hoping it wouldn't
So I got too close
And burned myself
Burned my pride
Burned my soul
Sold my soul
To someone who was reckless and careless
To someone who didn't know what he was getting into
At least he was abrupt in telling me off
It's common for guys to leave me hanging
Leave me unknown
Instantly I felt shot down
My eyes squeezed out barely any tears
I told myself to suck it up
Who even cares?
I had no support
But for myself
I had over confidence
I didn't have a stop sign
I didn't have an off button
I didn't come with any warnings
He treated me like a joke
He led me on and used me
And he showed no interest in me
Yet I wanted to keep going
I didn't know how to stop
I fell
I liked the feeling
The feeling of what?
The feeling of no affection
The feeling of no attention
The feeling of no motivation
I knew it
Too good to be true
They all tell me to get out while you can
Run away,
Run away
But how can I flee
When I already feel free
One-sided
Oblivion didn't really make sense to me
Ill call myself a push over
And a letdown
Ill tell myself
It's just a phase
He's just a phase
It's a sign
He's a sign
The stars were aligned
And we weren't
My petals dropped quicker than he could even reply to a simple text.