What if things were different? And I hadn't had made that choice? How long would we last, how long would this whole thing last? Would we do anything? Would we even be able to become as close as we have? Would we even be able to talk? What if that fantasy dream of us doing more than a hug actually came true? What if you were my first kiss? What if you grew out your hair again? What if you hadn't had met her? What if you hadn't had fell in love with her, then her, and her? What if you hadn't had been such a player? What if you hadn't had led me on like that? What if, you know, just fuck that because this is the present tense.
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