Moving On

after a break up, one of the most difficult thing to do is to continue our lives without that person whom we've shared before. Moving on is not accomplished within an hour or a day. it might take you days, weeks, months or even years for others before they can fully recover and say to themselves that they are sincerely ok and that they have already moved on. Moving on comes on different phases or ways on how a person deal with it, sometimes it even give you a negative result but in the end they will be a looser. I have been through some past relationships which i can say that i was able to move on a very easy way without any effort. But loving this person was the other way around, I felt that he will be the one who will grow old with me forever but we all know shits happens. The person whom i trusted so much and whom Ive loved unconditionally cheated on me. For me it was devastating but life has to go on. I was like shattered in pieces and felt like im going to die. With the help of my family I was able to cope up little by little until that most terrible time came. I saw him after our break up. I felt like i was poured with a bucket of cold water and wasn't able to move at once. From there i was confused with my feelings that i thought was ok. it felt like he's scratching a wound that just healed and he was there again. i hold firm into feelings and think of whats the best way to do. then it made me realised that i was ok...!!! i have moved on...!!! no questions but thats just it..! feeling will stay there but the boundaries have been standing up like a wall for me and him..!!! Our story may have ended but our memories will be cherished forever...!!!