It's That Moment

It's that moment,
That one defining moment,
The moment that we knew was coming,
The moment that a relationship ends,
It had to happen,
Too many wrong things had been said,
Too much mistrust had built up,
Too many tears had been shed,
Too many sleepless nights,
Too much alcohol to numb the pain,
It seemed inevitable,
But there was always a glimmer of hope,
There was brief sparkles of love,
There was times when I still wanted you,
And I think you still want me,
It's a very long time to throw away,
But I need to live life for me now,
You've been the centre of my life,
You were always my first priority,
Your happiness came at the cost of mine,
But you took me for granted,
No "thank you" for my good deeds,
No "sorry" for your bad ones,
And now it's all too late,
I'll have good times to remember,
Bad times to try and forget,
I know sometimes I'll miss you,
Sometimes you'll be the one I want to hold,
Part of me will always love you,
Now that it's done I feel like crying,
But if I do I may lose my will,
To do this thing I have to do.