Free

You've tried so many times,
To stop the obsession
The pain
The hurt
To heal these wounds and erase these scars.
The times you've cried and held your head in your hands,
Wishing you could free yourself from these thoughts.

You've tried so many times,
To put your pain back in the drawer,
To talk about it,
Free yourself.

But you're dependent,
Obsessed,
Can't get away from all this distress,
Can't peel back your mind and free the girl inside.

Instead you follow them,
Listen and mistake their words,
You can't see what it does to you.

And you fall

Back into the love that you cannot free yourself from,
Why do you love him?
When all he does is cause this much pain,

These thoughts...

This rain .