Venting

I am going through some terrible challenges and problems in my life one after another. I am worried. I am frustrated. I feel hopeless I feel sad and alone. Im broke. Im fighting with my brother and his wife. Im not in good terms with my mom. The family dynamics at home is shaking. The business i run is not doing well, due to my poor skills and laziness. I am being penalized by the housing fund of the govt for failing to register and i have to pay back remittances starting 2007. I have discovered a huge error in my reports to the govt internal revenue office which make me so scared that ill get audited. Im single im 38, never had a serious relationship and spent my life supporting my family, a reason why im broke now. These are my problems.
I am so negative and i am releasing this negativity and changing it to positivity. I will get through this. I am being led to where i will be happy by these trials. I am a good person. I am a great person. I am unselfish. I am considerate i am better than most. I do not deserve to suffer. I should be happy. I should be grateful. Things will get better from here and i will be great. I love myself i love me! I am replacing my fear with joy. I am replacing my sadness with hope. My worries are now melting. I have nothing to worry about because i am where i need to be to be a better person. I am on my way to happiness and joy. These problems will disappear and i will be glowing with joy. I release all these problems and i am grabbing on to positive energy and love. I have love in me. I have joy in me and i will make that grow.