Forever

I'll just wash it out
another stain
to forget about,
now I think I'm insane
if you really cared
you'd be here,
dancing with me
in the rain,
in pain
of our cold hearted fear,
I'll dry your tears
but I can't take back
last year,
When you're the one
who set it on fire,
With a gun to my head,
With these feelings
words can't express,
I'm biting my lip,
waiting for that kiss
I'll never get,
Locked away from you,
In this cold hearted room,
I'll wait for you,
My bittersweet taste
of our forever & always,
I can feel
my spine freezing,
Whispers take me
take me just this time,
I'm losing you,
I'll be fine
dancing
with these white lights,
Lungs aching from the air
I breathe,
wondering
what happened
to you & me,
And all I can say
is if you cared,
You would've been there,
But now I'm here,
And let me tell you
things have never been more clear,
I'm sorry you couldn't
forgive & forget
in a perfect world like this,
I'll be standing here
when your sheltered world comes down,
sooner or later
you won't
have anyone left
in your ghost town,
I'll take your hand
& lead you out,
Then you can tell me
what life is about.
Where were you,
I needed you there,
I'm sorry
for saying I cared,
Just answer,
How am I supposed
to live here?
A world without you doesn't move.