I watched as all the students walked through the halls. My perspective on the world had changed. I knew that I would have to get over her some day but as of right now it felt impossible. I felt like a cheater even if I looked at a another girl the same I had looked at Her.
That didn't change the fact that this one girl in my English class had fascinated me. I had never noticed her but like I said before my perspective had changed and now I noticed things that i never noticed before.
I wanted to talk to her but I had no idea how to start a conversation with her. "Oh hello my name is Jake. My girlfriend committed suicide three months ago, What's your name?"
Oh that's right! I didn't even know her name. Pathetic. I know... but she's different.
I walk through campus and was headed towards the library when I saw her sitting at a lunch table by herself. I looked at her while I walked past her and suddenly she looked up at me.
Her soft brown eyes landed on me and I felt shiver go up my spine...she smiled at me and I could help smile back. They were so different from the emerald ones I was used to looking at.
Should I just sit next to her? Should I pretend I forgot the English Homework? so i can get a chance to talk to her Should I...
But before I knew it I had past her and was back on my way to the library.
I sighed deeply. My feet threatening to turn around and as they did I heard a name being called "Haley!" the guy hollered.
She lifted her head from her phone and smiled lightly him.
So that's her name...Haley...Haley.
I quickly turned around not wanting to admit that, that guy might be her boyfriend...
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