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Why?

Why Dad,
Why did you chose to die?
You left no note for me and why?
You thought you were doing what was best and right.
Why, oh why, did you have to end the fight?
Your pain is something I will never understand.
You must have been so afraid to take this stand.
You left me with a title I am sad to attain.
Suicide Survivor, but who should I blame?
I know your decision was painful to make.
The thoughts in your head
Must have been unbearable to take.
Now that you're gone, I think of you a lot.
You couldn't have known the suffering this has brought.
I pray you are at peace my daddy, and I am in pain.
I count the minutes to Heaven and seeing you again.

chalirain

@chalirain

Hmmm I don't know where to begin..how about my pets :) I love animals we have lots of pets but I'm not going to go through all there names you can ask their names if you need :) I have 2 dogs, one mouse, 5 hens, 4 chicks and a lot more animals at my step mums house haha :). Sports I do are horse riding and figure skating and I like to run :P. My family is very off balance and just plain out there but I still love them haha anyway I hope you enjoy this and my writing any questions you need to ask feel free to do so :). One Weird fact about me.....my birthday is the same day is William Shakespeare's 23rd of April :P

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Comments & Feedback (3)

I hope this a fictional piece? If not, I am very sorry for your pain but I am pleased that you know you are/were loved! 😥

Sadly this poem is true and about my dad :( but thank you :)

@chalirain I am so sorry. A friend of ours killed himself very recently, my husband has been heartbroken about it. His family are suffering the real agony as you and yours are too. There are so many unanswered questions. Some people just cannot stand the pain, they feel it is too much. He left the best legacy of his life, you and his love continues forever. I hope you can remember his love and continue through your life as a legacy to him. By the way, you have to put @crowncottage or whoever you are talking to or they don't know you mentioned them. By putting the name it sends them a miow to let them know. 🙍😽

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