It Time To Go

I guess he's gone,
Nothing much to do,
My brain seems to have memorized his features,
His perfectness is nothing new,

That perfect smile,
That dimple grin,
Showed love and compassion,
Not anger and sin,

All his lies,
All his pain,
I shielded myself from reality,
I have nothing more to gain,

I just loved him so much,
I thought I needed him in my life,
I never thought he'd destroy us,
Nor go at our relationship with a knife,

I guess it's time to face the music,
It's time to leave,
I have nothing more to give,
I have nothing left to receive,

I've loved him,
But it's time,
I have to leave,
Loving him is surely a crime,

It's over and done with,
There is no cure,
I've got to move on,
That I am sure,