Pain, Gain

There's no way of stoping this,
The pain will never seize to exist,
Blood stained tears into the ibis,
Put on hells waiting list,

All I every do is try
But yet they would rather me die,
Look up to god and up to the sky,
But all god promises me is a goodbye,

My ambition is gone,
Has been for so long,
My vocals crying out like a pitiful song,
I knew I was doomed all along,

But I'm not scared of the pain,
For is has given me strength to gain,
For it doesn't bring me shame,
Life isn't always a game,

There's not always to be help,
Sometimes fear will make you yelp,

There's always going to be pain,
But you choose what you want to gain,