I'm so confused right now. Confused on who to trust? Confused on who my real friends are and who are just with me because my daddy's got money. Some days I just want to isolate myself from the world. That feeling you get where you just want to run away and wait to see who would follow. I hate the world. I hate everyone in it. I hate myself. I hate the fact that I trust too easily. When you trust someone and they let you down it feels like a dagger going right through your heart Especially of you love them. I've realised that my dad is trying to tell us that he's moving on with his life but we just keep pulling him back. So this is a long winded way of saying I'm done. I'm done trusting. I'm done trying to be the best daughter or friend or even person I can be. I'm done.
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I believe that good things fall apart so better things can fall together, its just about waiting around long enough for those better things. My old opuss was Hafy.
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