Accept Me!

Why? Why do you feel the need to push, probe and prod all the way until the point of breaking? Why be so stubborn in your ways in this democracy of hypocracy, in this climate of change and this ability of choice, why proceed in your old fashioned, cultural impossibilities? Why follow the masses and bathe and bask in the eyes of some 'higher power', some 'greater being'- 'the guy in the sky'; follow their every whim, their every 'so called' biddiing all your life, until there is no life left? If you are restricted all your life, what would be the point in living? Why tie your hands with his strands of hair, with his piercing eyes watchig over you? Why force this upon your kin and force them to live a cultural life so opposite and so distant to the one they are succumbed in day by day, making their choices so hopeless and so futile, there can only be one way out. Who puts their child through this much just to prove a point? Who feels the need to impose beliefs on ones upbringing and not let them choose their own paths? I do not expect anyone reading this to understand unless you have experienced this themselves, but the one thing i do want to express is the freedom in choice. Not just in the legislative sense, but in the mental, the phycial, the spiritial and the young way of life. To love someone is to accept them. You clearly do not love this person if you are undermining, attenuating and debilitating them after every little (and by little i mean petty little, i mean 40-year old childish little, i mean condescending to a level off immaturity that speaks no bounds, little) thing the person in focus does. As i sit here, anonymously typing away, thinking of the future and what it is to behold for the situation i find myself in. I wonder. I wonder a lot. Of all sorts of things, but mostly about this. Howwever, however many times YOU dig, YOU knock US down, YOU attempt to ruin what WE have, i can tell you i will not give up. I will not be stooping to your level of preposterous beliefs you impose so 'willy nilly' upon whoever you associate with. I will inaugurate this relationship and overpower this force of family that overseas and controls everything she does. You will recognise change as a good thing and acceptance as a blessing. As the late George Orwell wrote 'happiness can only exist in accptance'. It is that acceptance that fuells our happiness and in my mind happiness is that what we all seek. As a distant, silent plea: please dont persist in your quest to break us or to ruin what we have. Please find it somewhere in your well-travelled, knowledgable mind set to let US as a couple in with open arms. I accept this is hard to do (but not imposible), so why dont you do the same? If we are both to accept each other, surely this can be the start of a happy later life.

I love you.