Everyday

Everyday I feel like, everything is a routine. I wake up, I go to the dining area, eat my brunch or super late lunch or whatever, and after that, try to either read a book, watch tv, surf the web, or have a shower. If this day is lucky for me to be productive, I workout in mid afternoons, and then have a steamy shower right after.

I can't help but think I'm being all worn out with the daily routine of my life. I know that I have no right to demand more than what I should have because as they say: others are praying for what I have now. But, still, there's a small part of me that's empty. This part of me that was once so full, but now, so empty.

At night, I watch movies either on the Internet, or play whatever's on my hard drive. I never watch tv right after I became 4th yr. I don't know why but I find the shows in tv rather uninteresting and meaningless.

But all through out the day, I always try to figure out what's that something that has long been lacking.