The Bad Side Of Love

Love is full of hate,
Its based on truth and lies,
Blinded by sex,
A sneaky disguise!

I see old couples,
And they make it seem easy,
Finishing each others lines,
And sounding so cheesy

But I can't get that,
It's different for me,
Yh I'm happy and that,
But about 50% of the time you see.

So when we argue,
And all day I get no text,
It makes the mind wonder,
For what is in store next!?

I know I'm not perfect,
Don't get me wrong,
I don't expect money,
Or to be written a song.

I just want that feeling,
Of having another half,
That completely fills me,
And together will laugh.

But not at the minute!
No laughing insight,
For I'm full of anger,
Whilst I sit here and write,

Maybe we'll get better,
And find this love of that they speak,
Even though it has already been,
8 months, 5 days and one week!

I know I sound grumpy,
And ungrateful as well,
So if anyone has tips,
Then to me please tell.

If I'm honest Im fed up!
Of this thing they call love,
It's a made up thing,
Symbolised by a dove!

It's a joke I feel,
And not really true,
'Cause if it was truly real,
How come my true love is you!?