You know it sucks not being able to remember my past. But it does have advantages, I don't have to remember the heartbreaks or the times I cried for pointless reasons. But I do want to remember the good times, the times I laughed, how I met the people I love. I want to remember the reason I fell in love with him. I want to remember how I used to view the world. I want to remember the reason I tried to kill myself. But I can't. There's a dam in my brain holding back my memories, the harsh truth of my life. I wish it would break but then I ask myself if I could handle the truth.
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My mind is a blur of forgotten memories, tragedies and mistakes that I've made.
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