Wet Bed Sheets

I had her with words,
Now words became my weapon,
Afraid to write,
I just don't want to be alone.

I had her in my arms tonight,
I held the most precious thing in the world.

She looked so beautiful,
I'll admit, I wanted her then and there.
Brown eyes deep to the soul,
Fresh out of the shower, left a wet circle on my sheets with her hair.

That was all I had left of her tonight,
She became another thing I dream,
Paranoia kills us both,
But it eats her from the heart, or maybe the spleen.

Leave your phone,
Is there someone else worth talking to?
Baby were both alone,
Was there something I did that I shouldn't do?

Just talk to me,
Point out the time,
Ignore everything,
I'm yours, you're mine.

I understand she's afraid,
She's too precious to risk losing her,
But were alone, she rarely lays her head on my shoulder.

But I held her tonight,
And I just want her everything,
Her secrets, her fears, her likings, the little things.
Everything,

But do I get too boring?
Is that the reason she leaves?
Goes away and stays with her,
Don't pretend that I never see,
It tears me apart, when you walk into her room.
I just want to spend time together since its the only time I can have you.

Does she think about her future? Am I apart of it? Am I good enough? Do I give her what she needs?
Does she doubt us?
I just hope she doesn't get too used to me.

I try to let her know she's my everything in every way I can, just give me your hand,
Let loose, we're alone baby I swear I won't go too far,
Just let me have you while I can, have everything you are.

Don't think too far ahead,
I understand, but tomorrow is never guaranteed,
We're fucked up heads, and I keep falling in love, I just hope you're falling for me.