The Muse (Chapter 11)

Hmm... Idk but I think I'm the only one reading this.. Anybody?! ;)

Zachs POV
I rushed after the stretcher, seeing Shanea bandages slightly, but the rest of her was covered in a crisp white sheet, she was ushered into an operating theatre and the doors slammed back in my face. This was all my fault. I could've killed the only person I care about. And what happens if she does possibly live? She won't want me. Not now. Shit. The baby? What about the unborn child she had inside of her..
Blake came up to me and sat on the same bench, my Abercrombie sweater was drenched in tears. It had been 5 hours and Shanea still hadn't come out of the operating theatre.
"Mate you've gotta eat." Blake said bluntly, just as Derek and Harry came in, cradling coffee's.
"No I'm not leaving." Zach replied, his voice shaking with nerves.
"Drink this then." Derek butted in, handing a frappochino over. "Caffeine."
Zach drunk it very quickly, gasping for breath after downing it in one he dialled Shanea's dads number.
"Hello Mr.Highfeild?"
"Oh hallo Zachery. What do I owe the pleasure?"
"No actually, it's urgent. It's about Shanea..."
"Oh dear! What ever is the matter?!"
"She's in hospital. In an operating theatre."
"Oh uhm. Right I'm just coming. Oh I do hope she's okay."
"Yes. Me too, sorry. Well see you soon. Goodbye."
Even if Shanea didnt come across as posh, she did come from a well off background, and her father had worked even harder since the death of her mother two years ago. Which made the Highfeilds quite affluent, but nothing compared to the love and affection Mr. Highfeild had for his daughter.
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Shanea was wheeled out of the surgery at 2 am, and i hadn't once left the bench that I had first sat down on, 7 hours ago. The doctor in charge walked up to me, I desperately thought of what I was going to say.
"She is stable. But we will need to keep her in hospital to monitor her progress for at least a week. We will be doing tests On the baby tomorrow. She lost a lot of blood last night sir. Would you be able to give us any clue why she cut so many times? We have to write it all down in records." the handsome doctor spoke.
"We..Had an argument." I couldn't say anymore for fear of leaking to the press, the doctor nodded in thanks, and walked through a small door. It was a blur of people walking around, with patients, or nursing clipboards, before a smartly dressed nurse walked towards me with a cup of water.
"For you? I realised you haven't moved since that young girl went into theatre. Is she your girlfriend then?" she was nosy, but she reminded me of my mum, who I really wished was here right now to give me a hug, or comfort me, but after what I had done to Shanea she would never comfort me again. The nurse handed me the water, and tapped me warmly on the shoulder.
"Yes I'm her boyfriend." I said quietly. She nodded sympathetically and took my hand, leading me towards Shanea's room, she clicked the door open, and I saw a peaceful sleeping shanea. My heart burst with joy just to see her breathing.
"Hun, you can sleep here tonight if you wish. " she whispered, grabbing a couple of blankets, a pillow and placing them in the chair, "She won't be needing her tooth brush and paste, there all in her bathroom. Now, please close the windows until a small gap is left, television is free as well as wii. Other than that, there is a cafeteria on the top floor, I shall be Shaneas nurse, and I expect yours if you don't look after yourself properly. Only 3 visitors per day, you count as one."
She finished, I took my shoes off and walked over to a small cosy area where two lazy chairs and a flat screen tv were, aswell as a fluffy carpet, a door which I could only presume was a bathroom and a large window. I closed it gently, at the same time the nurse left and closed the door. I stood by Shaneas bed for a little while, before kissing her cheek softly and falling asleep under a pile of blankets in one of the recliners.