Today,as every other I wake thinking of you.
The longing tears me apart.
Silent moments through the day,
You come to me, stabbing at my heart.
I touch myself, on soft skin, bare.
Pretending all the while your hands are there.
I taste you, you taste of me.
You say my name over and over, Hilary.
I drift away to some unknown place.
That only you can lead me to.
Do you know how hard it is to carry on.
You won't leave mind, your never gone.
I ache so much, I silently weep.
With another man beside me as I sleep
He's good, he's strong, your worlds apart.
I can only give so much, while you hold my heart.
I thought I'd have tired of you a long time ago.
I really have tried you know.
But your here again, in my bed.
In my heart, my soul, my head.
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