Not The Same

I don't know whats changed but seeing you on facetime today didn't make me light up like usual... I think it's just because I've been fed up too many times that it will take a lot for that shine to come back. These next two months will be a challenging one because of your exams. You said that you don't talk to anyone during exam period so this will be a hard one to recover from, I know I need to be patient but I'm the type that you need to interact with for my feelings to grow, it's like watering a plant. A plant needs its water and sun to grow. I feel that our convos and meetings are my water and sun to my feelings without that I will start to whither... So how do I deal with this?