Secrets garden

There is a wall in my life as long as the days iv lived
So hi I can't clime or look over it
It stops me seeing the things I need what I want what's best for me
it's built from the prejudice of other people and my own weaknesses as I walked along my wall casting a shadow as long as my soul
I see a key just laying on the path And a door
I'd walk past it a Thousand time
But I'd never noticed it
but to day It just stood out it was amazing with its brown wood
soft shapes
I reached out and held the Handle
it was warm in my hand
I slipped the key in to the lock
It felt like I'd done this a million times but with the excitement of the first
the door swung open the light hurt my eyes
for a moment I was Consumed in love
I stepped in and before me was a garden of beauty and of wonder
I watch as the light played amongst the trees the birds sung a song that made me cry
for the first time in my life
I was at piece
I was home
I stayed all day in my garden
just me alone with it all
I felt free
but my time was up
so I walked back through the door
to my life
the Paine in my heart was unbearable
then I saw the Righting on the door and once again I was free
I new I'd be back and I new my garden was there for ever
I touched the words and whispers them aloud ?