The first day of love was the day that love died for me but I am only 15 and I am not the most Popular kid in school so I presume I'll have to get used to my heart being broken, but will I ever love again? Well that is why I'm writing this diary to keep track of my life and how I feel about every thing, including love.
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04/01/11
Well happy new year and to start the year off I'm starting a new diary so I'll try to keep this one and not to lose it like the other diaries. My life today went ok it was just a normal day at school but I've heard that theres a new student coming into school but one thing I know for sure is he won't even speak to me on the first day because in school I'm the geek that no one talks to but every day I just think that at least I'll have money in the future and all you'll have is have so little money you'll struggle to live but I'm going now to sleep because I'm shattered! So night
Gemma
05/01/11
Well today I've only go one thing to say the rumours are true and guess what he's coming into my class in a weeks time. Bye
Gemma
12/01/11
Sigh he is sooo cute i mean really cute and he's got a nice personality, I presume, yes what I said earlier was true but but he did look at me but once again he'll be taken in a few weeks with a gf so I don't see why I should bother about it but maybe this can be my chance!! But who knows the future is unknown well supposedly it is. But anyway I'll fill you in with the stuff at home well my mum and dad are splitting up but I guess I'll live, I hate my dad anyway and my mum has depression and I am looking after her and so my life at the minute is very stressful Anyway I have to go
Gemma
13/01/11
OH MY GOSH Today I had to sit with him and he actually talked to me, me and him got on quite well I told him about that if he talks to he probably wont be the most popular kid in school but he didn't care he said in his last school he was just like me! Could this be my chance oh I hope so he looks so cute and is so kind I mean he could act to become the most popular kid I school but no he said that he'd rather be friends with me then other people and he's going to sit next to me from now on yay I am actually so happy and I know why oh I have to go make tea byeeee
Gemma
14/01/11
Hehe my luck is just getting better he's sitting next to me in English and maths now yeas I'm so happy and me and him are in all the same classes he likes what I like. He said that he was single so do I have a chance? I hope so but anything could happen Yeahh I'm going byeee
Gemma..
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