October 1, 2012

Haven't wrote much lately. I had an alright weekend. Knotts turned out to be extremely frightening for me, other than that it was fun.
On Saturday all I did was sit at home, watched Bones and ate my life away.
As for Sunday I felt like I was melting like an ice cream. It was so hot! Later that night I got a text from a friend saying that he was sad. I let him vent. I'm know I'm not the best advice giver but I tried my best. Knowing that he only trusted me was the best feeling I could ever have gotten.
As for today, Monday, had a decent day at school. Only had two classes. Hung out with friends. We ate pizza and cookies . I loved the look on my sisters face when she saw I had picked her up from school. It's very rare That I do. I got that feeling of being a proud sister for once . I'm almost never around, and when I am I feel like I don't belong to be with them. At times I get upset at the fact that my parents give all their attention to them. I guess you can say I'm a bit jealous. I'm not happy living with my mom it's like I'm put here on purpose to be unhappy. I'm always frustrated, it's hell. Worst part of it all, is that I can't do anything about it...