September 20,2012

I don't feel right. That feeling i get. It's a feeling that seems like I can't do anything about it. I feel like something horrible is about to occur. Every time the feeling is present it doesn't take long to prove that it was right. I fear it. Why? Because i've been happy for a while and don't want to go back to the way it was. I know, nothing lasts forever. And everything that goes up, must come down. I studied quite a bit last night for my physiology test but still failed. I'm disappointed because I know I could have tried harder. Now all I can try to do is stay on track and keep up with all my school work. But it's hard, it's difficult to be dealing with the feeling that keeps me thinking, that keeps me wondering what i might lose or fuck up but even then, I will keep my head up to show everyone that I can make it though.