On Track

I've been pushed
I've been shoved
I've been kicked out of cliques
I've been told:
"Well it's just that you don't fit in"
I've been lied to
And framed for nothing I'd done
Which just made me feel:
That I needed to run
Away from this place
Away from this town
Even if I had to go underground
To leave this judgmental organization
And finally end
All of my frustration
But still it continued
And even got worse
The girls were getting meaner
And had stronger thirst
For making me feel like I was plain shit
And knowing that I could not control it
Control all the whispers
The snarls and the stares
And acting like I
Wasn't even there
The smirks and the terrible
Life threatening looks
The trips and the falls that I also took
From being so scared of what could happen next
A stab in the back or break in the neck
Those were the things I was worried about
Along with no belief in myself
But it never happened
Because I stayed strong
And finally now I'm moving along
I'm done putting up
With all the looks
The pushing, the shoving,
And what's all in the books
It's now all behind me
Without a stab in my back
Because now I am finally
On the right track.