Chapter Fifty Five

"Why? Your voice is amazing." "No it's not stop lying." "I'm not! I swear." "Suuure." "Will you audition for X Factor?" "No!" "why not?" "because I'll be auditioning, then they will stop me and say you suck get off the stage." "No they won't." "yes." "no." "yes." "no." "yes!" Liam says walking in the hotel room with Danielle. "What did I yes to?" "She thinks if she auditions for X Factor that the judges will stop her and tell her she sucks and should get off the stage." "it would happen and you know it! Your just trying to be nice." "Then no. It won't happen you have a good voice." Liam agrees. "Nu Uh." "ya huh." "na Uh." "ya huh." "na Uh." "Guys!" Danielle says breaking up our brother/ sister moment. "What?" We say together. "Jinx!" "Guys!" we turn to her. "They won't say that." "How do you know. You've never heard me sing before." "sing all the boys solos in Little Things." "demanding." "please." "fine. Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me, but bear this in mind it was meant to be. Now I'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks and it all makes sense to me. You never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile, you never loved your stomach or your thighs. The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine, but I'll love them endlessly. You can't go to bed without a cup of tea, and maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep. And all those conversations are the secrets that I keep, though they make no sense to me. You never loved the sound of your voice on tap, you never want to know how much you weigh. You still have to squeeze into your jeans, but your perfect to me. You'll never love yourself half as much as I love you. An you'll never treat yourself right darlin but I want you to. If I let you know I'm here, for you, maybe you'll love yourself like I love you ohh." "now I've heard you sing. And your amazing." "No." "Yes!" Danielle, Niall, and Liam all say together. "Fine. But I'm not auditioning." "Auditioning for what?" Zayn asks walking in with Perrie. "They want me to audition for X Factor." "oh. You should. Your good." "but I don't want to win." "why?" "because singing is your guys' thing." "well what do you want to do?" "Well first get a real job. Then maybe be an actress." "real job?" "I've never had a job before." "never?" "nope. I never really needed one." "well you still don't." "I can't go through my life and not have a job. That's lame." "okay?" "But you can sing too." "nope." "okay we're not going to convince he so just give up." Liam says. "See my brother gets me." "Whatever. We're going to watch a movie." Zayn says leaving to his room. "same here." Liam and Danielle leave and it's just Niall and me again. "So what do you want to do?" I ask turning back around. "well we cou-" before he could finish his sentence Harry and Taylor walk in, Taylor talking very loud. "Never mind." Niall says looking at his phone probably texting me something. Yup, 'I was going to say continue our music date, but the tomato is back.' I grab a pillow and shove my face in it and lay down on the couch and laugh. "What's her problem?" Taylor asks. "Nothing. She just-" Niall doesn't finish because he bursts into laughter and lays down next to me. I text Harry what Niall and I are laughing at, 'Look at Taylor's hair.' He looks at it then bursts into laughter. There's bird poop in her hair. "Uh Taylor there-" "Harry don't bother her with our problems!" Niall yells leaning against me for support. "okay." He looks away and leads her into the other room. "Did you see that it was like all over!" I yell to Niall trying to recover from my laughter. "It was like a giant threw up on her!" Zayn runs out of the room that Taylor and Harry went in and falls to the floor by us and bursts into laughter. "Taylor. Hair. Huge. Poop.' he gets out between fits of laughter. "I know." There's a scream and an angry Taylor storms out of the hotel room. A laughing Perrie and Harry come out and stand by us. We are so mean. "I got a picture!" "What's so funny?" Liam asks as him and Dani come out. "Perrie show them the picture." I manage to say. She obeys and the two start laughing with us. Louis and Eleanor stumble through the door laughing. "Did you see Taylor!" Louis yells. "Yes!" All of us laugh until we can't breathe and finally stop and look at each other. "Any one up for a movie?" I ask breaking the silent stares. 'sures' 'okays' and nods go throughout the room. I turn the tv on to White chicks. It's just starting so it's all good. I lay on the couch with my head on Niall's lap with him running his fingers through my hair. At funny parts I would burst into laughter and hide my face in his knees. "Is Annie drunk?" Perrie asks looking at my expressions. "No. She's always like this. She laughs at everything." Liam try's to explain. The rest of the night is filled with laughing, mostly from me, and secrets. I fall asleep during the second movie, Mean Girls. Niall carries me to my room and puts me to bed. It's so nice to sleep again I've been so tires lately from being sick. I sleep all through the night and most o the morning.