Me

This is alot of rambling not really sure where's it's leading or if it makes sense any mistakes are there for a reason as this was passionately written in a few minutes.
For the last year or so I've been blame these people for this woe. All the situations that me feel like shit It was all me. You see, over the last two years I was depressed maybe it was the memories I repressed, the situations I was in at the time didn't help, but I've got no one to blame but myself. It's easier to blame others
Rather than yourself even though deep down you know. This past year has been amazing I now feel like me I feel the way a butterfly emerging from a cocoon must feel a new life without hate, a new life with people you actually want to be around not just making the best out of a bad situation but are truly happy and if your not change it. The past few months I have finally come out of my shell and feel great I have realised that if your your true self and your happy with that person it doesn't matter what other people think if they don't like the real you more fool them the people who do will stick around these are the people that matter and the ones you should trust