My Mind

I’m fighting hard; I’m trying my best,
Trying to find myself apart from the rest.

My mind is crazy it’s certainly not a place to be
Once you enter the light again you will never see.

It’s not pleasant it’s rather quite dark
All my struggles and fails have left their terrible mark.

They have scared me and left me with fear
They have put me in a bad place with no escape near.

The things I think, the actions I do,
They don’t reflect me, they only reflect you.

You, the demon that lives inside, the demon that haunts,
And the demon that lies.

For too long I have been your prisoner
I have been nothing but a listener.

I’m your puppet on a string you call my every move,
I just wish I could get out of this twisted groove.

You make me go crazy you make me go insane
You’re the monster inside of me that cannot be tamed.

To you I am worthless to you I have nothing to gain
I am a hopeless wreck that can never be saved.
I have been rewired these thoughts are now mine
It’s all I think about all the time.

We are united now one mind one body
This is my new life nothing but an empty zombie.