I Want To Know Why

I admit that I thought there was only me,
Please don't ask me why.
I won't tell you it was what you said
To make me feel so undead,
Because without you, I won't die.

All that I want to know is why,
With billions of people in this world,
You decided to hurt only me.
Why you wanted me to believe
That I was the only girl.

Why ignore those who deserve it,
And take MY love, MY will?
Why leave me almost broken,
Thinking you had my heart as your token
From when you went in for the kill?

But I can forget every bit of that,
I can learn from my many mistakes.
What I want to know is why
Did you think that I would die?
Did you think I was yours to take?

I won't reminisce or welcome nostalgia,
I won't live in misery.
It might have taken a day,
To make me feel completely okay.
But honestly, now I'm free.

So why did you think that you won?
I'm only wounded, not dead, from your gun.