Just Wondering

I crawl away from my mistakes,
But you pull me back into your embrace.
And it makes me say "home"
Though I deserve to be left alone.

No, I don't want you to go,
Because you stand me up when I'm low.
And if you don't want me to do the same,
Just tell me truly you'll remain.

And I swear I'll be happy with that feeble promise,
Because you know I'm not one of common sense.
So if you whisper your aid to me,
I'll forget that things aren't as they seem.

And when the boulder crushes my chest,
I'm just wondering if you'll help me out of this mess.
I'm hoping you'll let me hold onto you,
And pull me up out of this deep blue.

Oh, once you come along,
I'll be able to hold up my head, but not for long.
My sweet hero, help me hold on,
And if I can't aid you, I'll go after this song.

But if you stand me up and I don't in return,
It might be because I haven't really learned.
I'm just wondering when you'll see I can't help you,
And hoping that won't make you go too.