Sensitive

redfae • 857 followers

When I'm being sensitive, its all too much
Feel like you all hate me, where is the love?

I hear ordinary things said
Now they make no sense
Yesterday they'd be fine
Today twisted by my mind
Words hurt without intention
I'm changing their definition
Spoken innocently enough
Uttered by those I trust
With no malice or conviction
With no rhyme or reason
Words with new meanings
I'm crying and I'm hurting

When I'm being sensitive, its all too much
Feel like you all hate me, where is the love?

#emotional-vulnerability #general #inner-struggle #mental-health

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Comments & Feedback (11)

Jul 10, 2012 at 7:32 AM

We love you Ally x

Jul 10, 2012 at 7:53 AM

💙

Jul 10, 2012 at 8:05 AM

@leelee101 @ashhkat 💜

Jul 10, 2012 at 11:49 AM

❤❤❤

Jul 10, 2012 at 12:40 PM

Awww Hun ....here's a big virtual huggie💪💪💪💪...I send warm thoughts and lots of love❤💚💗💚❤

Jul 10, 2012 at 2:25 PM

🌹

Jul 10, 2012 at 8:17 PM

Wow, you found the words I never could fornthisM

Jul 10, 2012 at 8:17 PM

Wow, you found the words

Jul 10, 2012 at 8:18 PM

Wow you found the words I never could for thei

Jul 10, 2012 at 8:18 PM

Wow, Ally, you found the words for this feeling perfectly. 💚💚💚

Jul 13, 2012 at 7:37 PM

Well I personally think your ace ♠♥♣♦ 😃💁🙅🙆🎈🌟

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