Fragile

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My mind is caving in
I can feel it begin
Crumbling edges
Outside looking in

Foundations shaking
Fragility breaking
Cracks appearing
Despair i am fearing

Losing my grip
Losing my way
Fabric of my mind beginning to fray

Dull foggy confusion
Mental intrusion
Energy drained
Thoughts strained

I'm losing the fight
My heads not working right
I can't find my way
But I try every day

So much thinking
Downward sinking
Heavy load
Hard road

I can't stop this tide
Lord knows I've tried
The wave is descending
When is this ending?

#depression #emotional-vulnerability #general #inner-struggle #mental-health #psychological-journey

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Comments & Feedback (1)

Sep 1, 2012 at 5:04 AM

Somewhere... Out there... 💚💚

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