How come I can't tell people I cry ?? And that I feel really sad sometimes ?? Why can't it be ok if I don't know why ?? When I have everything in this world to be happy about everything fucking everything !!!! I've been so blessed !!! But what about the day it's all gone again , the day no ones comin home ??? When your finally alone .....I just want to connect !! !!! And I'm not talkin relationships I'm talkin literal , With it all . But I've only found windows . It's my fault ... People think I'm deep when the truth is that I'm empty !!
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You're surely not empty if you're feeling sadness. Go and tell someone about it. Someone you can trust. That really would be deep. And remember nobody wants their friend to be perfect.
Aww you guys rock !!! Allot of my writing is from all different points in my life , fortunately I've taken the advice you guys are so sweetly giving and have transcended allot of it , I simply wouldn't be able to capture the emotion from those times while happy so I don't try , you'll see all the ups and downs we all have eventually
@jlb462606 if we didn't have the "down's", we surely would not appreciate the "up's". i'm always here if you ever need someone to call on.
@shellysunshine awwwww I love you guys !!! And you are absolutely right hun , allot of these are from the past , forget my writing , I really want you guys to know , you have made me so comfortable here , you guys are gonna learn a lot about me, thank you for being so real , to me , and I am here for all of you to vent or talk or anything , thank you so much for that !!!!
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