Silent tears that I cry
Begging for help, begging for mercy
My head is swimming with a plethora of buzzing thoughts wanting to get in my way and mess up my mind
Sadness.
Overwhelming, soul-crushing, tearjerking sadness
I cry because I'm angry
I cry because I'll never be good enough for anything or anyone
I cry because of all the worlds injustices
I cry because there are just too many things that I do not understand
I cry because I don't know how to express these feelings
Long into the night I let this overpowering emptiness swallow me up and envelop me in darkness and the painful, salty sting of my tears
I give myself the indulgence of the night to let go and just cry
Before having to put my mask back on in the morning and pretend that everything's okay.
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