In the comfort of the night
My tears start to fall
Helpless
An agonizing tearing of my heart
Sadness swallowing me up
Broken
Horrifying hopelessness,
Nothing will ever be okay
Lonely
Now just an empty shell of the girl I used to be
I'm breaking apart.
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Eh my poetry has been pretty crappy lately, I humbly apologize. I haven't really been in a good state of mind recently /:
Your feedback helps natalee understand what's working
I don't have much to tell you. I'm Nat, I'm 15, and I'm ridiculously boring
I want to close my eyes And fall into the Never-ending slumber Of dreams against reality. Listen to my heart beating And nothing else Would possibly matter.
Silent tears that I cry Begging for help, begging for mercy My head is swimming with a plethora of buzzing thoughts wanting to get in my way and mess up my mind Sadness.
Choked up. Crying hard. It hurts. So much. Feels like. A hole. Deep inside. My soul. How can. I be. So empty. But feel. so full. Like someone. Is pushing. Against my skull. Breaking me. From the.
When joining this site I asked for inspiration and was granted an idea about chasing our own shadows. So here are my thoughts on what that means.
Everybody can see me, But no one knows I'm here. And even though i do not cry myself to sleep, The wounds in my heart are still pretty deep.
My heart has gone numb, It has no feeling at all, And when they tried to fix it, Apart it did fall, There's no light inside it, Or bundle of hope, A feeling of brightness, How can I cope.
It's the hardest thing to do. It makes me feels so weak. I say the words reluctantly. When I just don't wish to speak. It's something even you'll do. Yes, everyone does wrong. It can be a happy...
I'm grasping for air but there is none. Once again This fucking emptiness has won. The battle of worthlessness. Simple. I'm nothing, I confess. Shadows I embrace. It's still clear.
@nikujagagirl oh, thanks for the concern that's really sweet :') I haven't been at my best recently but I'll find a way out somehow 🙍
@natalee You're welcome! Things will get better, maybe not today, or tomorrow, or anytime soon, but they will one day.
Dear lady. I do hope you are ok. Thinking of you and wishing you well. Things will seem brighter in the morning I am sure.
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