Dis

If you think I'm worth my words,
Like the fairies of old.
Trust me, I am not,
Nor am I worth my rank.
To show all that the times will change,
That I will disappear someday
Because being there isn't good enough
Once someone listens
They continue but never open up.
I am not opening this facade alone
So if I find a friend, love or soul-mate
Who my soul will own,
I will stay to climb the ranks.
Or else step down,
As either a silent guardian of the balances
Or a nobody who doesn't exist.

I am disinformed,
Of all of excellence's creed.
Distrusted
Since my trust in you isn't based on need.
Disproved by laws broken every day
And discovered
Because I'm afraid all along the way.