Butterflies flutter,
Fly high
I sit here and I cry.
If only I had wings,
I could take off to better things!
But no, I sit here and I see,
I don't know who is 'me'.
No wings to gain height,
Just a reminder of my plight,
You were right....
Amounts to nothing,
Nothing at all.
I thought I'd feel elated when you went,
But now I see MY time is spent.
Who knows if I can barter for more hours?
Or if this life will take me whole,
Devour my soul.
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Its like Learning to crawl again; When you're stuck with your head in the ground. The bottomless well has thousands of yells. And the words build up their mound.
If you think I'm worth my words, Like the fairies of old. Trust me, I am not, Nor am I worth my rank.
I walk. I eat. I sleep. I touch. I see. I smell. I hurt. I ache. I long. I am all but I am not. I do things for necessity. I breath for the sake of breathing. I work to have a job.
Do you ever feel left out standing in a room, all alone. -Even if many people are around, could be your friends or family. Do you ever feel not part of anything, not there, as if you don't exist...
I think that the hand that feeds. Is the face that will lie. Interchanging between good and bad. He leaves a trail of hurt nearby. Such selfish needs perspire from pores.
I could lay here and pretend I'm sane. Cry out the lies I've given just like I have been everyday.
Is this the end. Does that which hurt us make the fury burning deep inside fueled to a degree that is not logical.
There's no way of knowing where i'm going. Instead of living i'm supposed to sit back; floating. Go with the flow and be patient, Stay seated in your proper station.
Pretty shitty right now sweetie π Thanks for asking π Keeping the brave mask up though.... π· π That's me, jokes in place of tears π
@HeatherAnne One day, one day..... I'm digging deeply into my bag of patience and faith, I think I found a little bit at the bottom πππππππ
@MrsS maybe the tears should flow, in a private mo, but we're her for you, just to let you know... πΉβ€ππͺ
@MrsS maybe the tears should flow, within a private mo, but we're here for you, just to let you know... πΉπππͺ
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