When I Am Gone

Someone dear had a dream

Where life isn't there anymore.

Where I die, but still live on,

I'm no more, but I still Kik her.

So she was afraid,

Didn't want me to die.

But I knew,

I told her.

"That's a good thing no?"

Of course her reply was along thr lines ,

Of "Wtf" and "How in the world" !

But I knew,

I told her.

" Even if Im dead,

It shows that I won't leave you,

And all there who care for me.

Lol I won't haunt you or something,

But if you are drowning,

I'll be the invisible hand that pushes you all up.

If you are falling,

I'll be the invisible one who will cushion your fall."

But she said that I don't have to save her.

That I don't need to be that guy though.

That I am cared for, and so don't have to care.

So I said a little prayer,

And let me mind flow and spoke,

"if you are feeling bad,

I will be the invisible guy who tells you ,

That you'll be fine.

And all because I care for you.

I don't have to,

But I have to .

Because Id rather be with you all ,

Than anywhere else in the world.

Because when you make me cry,

I am smiling inside...

Do not downgrade yourself ,

By those assumptions made by others.

You don't need me, yes I know.

But is it so wrong that I need you?

Because you smile and talk to me when it hurts more than ever.

Because you are You. Nothing more or less.

Let me go mad.

Let me be die.

Let me be possessed .

Let me cry.

But no matter what happens,

That small part of me inside will fight,

And I will change all of existence,

Non existence too,

Before it all.

Because unlike the world

When Im gone ill still be with you.

Because even if something happens

and i forget you...

Someday Ill stumble across you and ill know then,

Ha... This person I need to know ,..

She feels familiar and i know...

We were meant to meet.

One day I will be gone. When that day comes you will have no fear, doubt, regret. Let the grief flow and let it take you to your knees. When you feel that breeze, you will look up to the sky and know the power contained, and that will give you goosebumps. Each day , every action that reminds you of me...smile because you knew I would change it all before I did.

You will laugh out loud, and know that I am looking down at you... So smile back.

@ell @Stablish @iPuss @aleishagayle20