I had a fair few opportunities today to speak to her, she actually said 'hi' to me, all I could do is say hi back.
I went to approach her when she was at the bar, but got about half way there, choked up and had to walk away. I'm far to shy and nervous to actually do this.
I feel awful about it, I know I'd rather regret getting it badly wrong than not doing it at all, but I can't get myself to do it.
I need to do it. I need to. I can't live a life in fear of pretty girls and being rejected.
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I'm Mikey, 17 and from the North-East of England. I go to college and support Middlesbrough. Really into anything that rocks musically. That's about all you need to know really; for now.
Every spare moment I got in a day, I'd spend it Dreaming Imagining What you would say. How would I say it. Without looking Like a creep, Slowly Subtly Though my heart would leap.
That brilliant stereotype, I'm not confident, I can barely look her in the eye, But I know hers are beautiful, I really like her, She would like me, If I could tell her, But I can't I'm the quiet shy...
As I stand chatting with my friends... You walk up and start talking with your friends about ....oh.... mabye 10 feet away.... And what do I do. I stand there and ignore you... I don't notice you....
See you again A quick glance Look away Can't take the chance Walk ahead Like you don't exist But late at night Your surely missed Than another peek Once you've walked by See your retreating back Damn...
My other New Years resolution I've decided is to say yes a LOT more....I've always been a "maybe next time" sort of person.
I've seen you around I think you're as sound as a pound.
I see you all the time All I can give is a sad smile Its been hard to get an opinion of you in the last little while I hear rumors all around, I'm being more careful than ever I may not look it, But...
So many efforts to make you like me. I keep your texts just so I can read them every night and keep you fresh in my mind.
You CAN do it!! It's just a person and you're not really looking for a date (but I'm sure that would be great) you are just talking to another human being. Hi, are you enjoying yourself? Where you from?.. Then it will flow from there 👍
I tried approaching her when she was playing pool to ask if she was winning and I got that scared and choked up that if I tried to speak, I'm sure I'd have stated to cry. (I'm pathetic, I know). If I see her tonight I WILL DEFINITELY try that. I'm not going home feeling shitty about myself for this. I'll grow some balls and try it :)
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