My Face Of Untrueness

misslittleDHP • 739 followers

I once could look in the mirror and smile
But now this face disgusts me
I used to be able to hold my head high
Now I hold it down shamefully

After one momentary act of madness
I lost everything in a second
Loneliness and contempt for myself
Was all my future now beckoned

A breaking of faith due to one kiss
I never stopped to think
A feeling of flattery and desire
Would take me to infidelities brink

You were a dear friend to me
Your husband was a no go
But I was a betrayer of trust
I sunk to depths so low

I violated our friendship
Threw it away with a kiss
We have both put you in hell
No sorry will cover all of this

My face of untrueness
I can never look at the same
For hurting you dear friend
I'll forever hold it down in shame

©Kim Brown 1st September 2012

#betrayal #emotional-guilt #friendship-drama #general #personal-reflection

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Comments & Feedback (25)

Sep 1, 2012 at 9:24 AM

Lots of women can identify with this I am sure. Flattery and momentary madness makes fools of us all! It didn't happen to me, but it could have! 🙍

Sep 1, 2012 at 9:37 AM

😥💙 sad but brilliant!

Sep 1, 2012 at 9:38 AM

Powerful stuff! 💪💪

Sep 1, 2012 at 9:41 AM

@crowncottage totally agree! 😔 sometimes that feeling of be wanted by some one else takes over 😔

Sep 1, 2012 at 9:42 AM

@crowncottage @HeatherAnne @Burrfoot ....thanks my sweets....this hasn't happened to me but I had a weird dream last night about two guys who were vying for my attention at a party last night...one of which is my friends husband...in my dream he is professing his love and we kissed....god I woke this morning and felt so bad about it....hence where this write came from....😘😘😘😘

Sep 1, 2012 at 9:43 AM

Yes I'm sure many can relate to this 👏💚

Sep 1, 2012 at 9:44 AM

@Burrfoot @HeatherAnne @crowncottage @Stablish....mwah my sweets for the reposts😘😘😘😘😘😘

Sep 1, 2012 at 9:45 AM

@sara_lou @eddie12309 thanks lovely ladies 😘😘😘😘

Sep 1, 2012 at 9:46 AM

@sara_lou a flower Hun for the kind repost🌺🌺🌺

Sep 1, 2012 at 9:47 AM

Your welcome, Mwah right back 😘😘😘😘

Sep 1, 2012 at 9:47 AM

@misslittleDHP Great dream, just enjoy it before you have to face the reality of kids and cooking. No harm done! 😹😽

Sep 1, 2012 at 9:49 AM

@misslittleDHP most welcome hunni 😘😘❤

Sep 1, 2012 at 9:50 AM

It's beautiful and sad 💔😢👏👏👏👏

Sep 1, 2012 at 9:51 AM

@crowncottage tee hee....I love my dreams.....hubby s used to me being unfaithful in my dreams...it's usually with Declan Donnelly though!😂😂😂😂

Sep 1, 2012 at 9:52 AM

@sarahgamal based on a very strange dream I had last night my sweet...a flower for the repost 😘😘😘😘

Sep 1, 2012 at 10:00 AM

@misslittleDHP I thought it happened to you. We are all unfaithful in dreams 😂😂

Sep 1, 2012 at 11:15 AM

See its that Passion Pool™ again, giving you dreams sweety.... Superb write my lovely 👍❤💋

Sep 1, 2012 at 12:01 PM

Brilliant write hun, the things we do in the heat of the moment😱 glad it was just a dream ❤😘

Sep 1, 2012 at 3:04 PM

@leelee101 it must have been Hun ....all that sauce went to my head☺☺☺☺

Sep 1, 2012 at 3:05 PM

@sjw it's amazing what we dream and what feelings it can leave you with...😏😏😏😏

Sep 1, 2012 at 3:19 PM

@leelee101 @sjw a big huggie for your kind reposts my sweets 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪

Sep 1, 2012 at 4:37 PM

Really enjoyed the naughty conflict in this... Guilty, relatable write... 💚💚💚

Sep 1, 2012 at 4:52 PM

@naaviie THANKYOU my darling....that is exactly how I felt in my dream...it was a guilty pleasure...😉☺😉☺😉

Sep 1, 2012 at 4:53 PM

@naaviie a big mwah for the kind repost Hun 😘😘😘😘😘

Sep 1, 2012 at 5:50 PM

Pleasure 😜😘😜😘

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