Sometimes I Write.. This Time I'm Writing For You

I never wanted better; I wanted you.
What is it you don't understand?
You keep saying,"good things end so we can find something better."

What if that's not what I want?

You've ended us selfishly
Though,I loved you selfless.
He lay between your thighs,letting spirit rise.
God I fucking hate you. (Iloveyou)
The birds outside collapsed like lungs
And their notes just hung hollow
Like a heart.
We're all made of flesh and bone.
Some of us have souls.
You'll feel this eventually.
If water drowns, then cry away.
I hope you fucking choke.
Wouldn't that irony be perfect?
Some days end like this,
But I'm wrapped around your name tonight.
I wish I could find a way for you to die silently.
I really need to kill your memory,
Yet i still somewhat need your face.
Come offer me that liquid embrace once more. Then I'll allow you to run away like the river.
Come home 'till dawn, my love.
I don't know if I want you dead or alive;
I just know I want you.