Pain Of Deception.

Oh, trust me, I have tried.
With sweat and blood, I've cried.
I've let the cruelties slide,
And you've smirked with unchecked pride.

Your eyes of crystal blue,
And all along you knew...
What you 'felt' wasn't true,
There was no 'me and you'.

Led on, ashamed and broken,
Wish I was less outspoken,
Now this beast's awoken,
Of affection? Have this token:

I'd hurt you if I could,
What you did - just know I would,
But how would that be good?
I thought I knew where we stood...

Now all I feel is pain.
There's nothing left to gain.
I stand out in the rain.
Yes. All I feel is pain.