"love"

I have no solid definition for this word. this feeling that can take over your every being and kick you to the ground and pick you back up all at once. my opinion on this word depends on my current relationship status. when I'm single I think everyone that talks about love is annoying and it doesn't exist. then it hits. i start to care about how I look, I become so consumed in thoughts of them. I become quite frankly obsessed, oblivious, impulsive. there are two loves people my age experience. the one that loves to much. (bailey) they give everything up to the relationship, making them spiral down into a black abyss. then you can like them, maybe love them, but don't love them as much as they you. (me) usually, I'm always the one more in love. I guess because I've never had mutual love before. god I hate that word. it's so built up. "all you need is love" "one love" "true love" "lovelovelove" SHUSH. I think you should use the word as anything you want. the problem is how people take it. there should not be that much pressure on four letters. l. o. v. e. that's it. that's all. take it or leave it.